34: 17! WOOOO

Im 17 now! 

do I look any different from when I was 16?

I don't feel any wiser. 

But yae! 17! 

33: still 16

Ok I know this is pretty childish but it's my last day of being 16 today and I feel its kinda special :) from tomorrow onwards I can't sing that particular sound of music song haha.

I rmb when I turned 16, I woke up to messages telling me that I was no longer a lolita! and could now legally do all the things I had been doing anyway. 

Wonder what 17 will bring

(I saw this in a museum in France I SWEAR not photoshopped or anything  hahaha)

Sunday morning sleepy ;)

32: I HAVE GONE

and returned! yae haha

I need photos from willowper man

and then I shall post them!

mission trip was smth that cannot be described in words.

And I am determined to return and continue the work we have started. 

31:I WILL GO

And so I am going yo, cambodia from 15th to 21st

I have no idea why Jerald doesnt believe me omg! He thinks I'm using it as some excuse to escape homework (eh madam I got no more homework cause FMS damn good one)

anyway, gonna miss you

and you

and T10sex

and you

and archiebald AND INTERNET OH GODS

and aircon

and you 

and you

and i already miss so many of you

BEE BAK SUN

(haha. bet you dont know what that means)

30: New Shoes

I miss taking long walks with you. Peanut butter banana sandwiches breakfasts and and marshmallow smoothies. Cocoa butter morning skin and happy pink pig stories and sleepy eyes and toothpaste on shirtfronts. Shorts and slippers and sunshine so shiny we have to go back in and dress for the weather. Graffiti satchels torn denim bali-esque braids unravelling, I could pick you out from a crowd at a thousand paces and across the thousand miles you could send your love. I'd walk to france with you and we'd stare too long too hard at the city of beautiful rouges. My hair will still be tangled and soft and coppery no matter how much you comb it cause its name is bob and it will contradict you. Dusk bougainvillea is a pretty shade of pink like the sky and the lights on the water beckon. It's cold gloomy damp enough to be england and you laugh at my alien accent. The sky seems smaller when the moon's out and you point out it's not the only pretty light or girl out tonight and your smile gleams in the lanternlight. I'd walk with you anywhere, even into the dark. 

29: Note.

Today, I was sitting in church next to stacy and she threw her chewed-up lollipop on the floor.

So I, being the good citizen, went to pick it up.

And there was a short, black, curly pubic hair stuck on it.

Go figure.

28: Misc. Updates Yo

Yo everybodae! haha

I havnt updated in ages, so here goes (point form, cause im lazeh)

-) Love all my lecturers, esp radio cause he has the wierdest sense of humour and he jumps about like a Jedi

-) except for a certain module teacher, whom we have nicknamed satoh. HAHA. 

-) christian and Junming in the hot babe show = insanity HAHA i will NEVER forget that.

-) lecture theatres are not very conducive for sleeping cause the tables tilt if you lie on them, and you can send your macbook to the floor.

-) I intend to wear my sc uni to school one day, cause it seems like a good idea, and I feel like convincing my whole class to do it too! haha. 

-) Movie-watching CCA on mondays is rad, cause I get to cut circulation in Edward's arm and earn 2 CCA points. But now I keep thinking of dying soldiers cause we watched saving private ryan, and I don't want any potential Bf/hubby to go to war. 

-) I'm starting to write again :) I think its a combination of a slight flu, too much sunshine, the cure playing at max volume, and missing somebody that does it.

-)Joshua and Jeevan are awesome singers, on different planes. Shona and I have made different fangirl-squeals for each of them, and after hearing Joseph I predict another one for him. And of course, my munchkin has a squeal too. I'd like to call the cheers, but that would totally insult the creepyness of it all.

-) I WANT TO RELEARN GUITAR somebodae teach me pwease >.<

-)we all phailed at specom today, but it was totally fun listening to all the speeches and stuff haha

-) I hate writcom. Completely and utterly.

-) my old problem has come back again helppppp haha.

-) I WANNA GO WATCH XMEN with bossman cause i havnt really talked to him in ages :P

-) where has sherilyn wong disappeared to?

-) Im kinda nervous about the 30th of may, but whatever happens happens I suppose

-)like 2 minutes ago I saw something that reminded me of he very first song you wrote for me! You have no internet where you are but thanks babe, it was so silly and stupid and touching and I'll never forget how you played it with so much enthusiasm with such retarded lyrics.

-)I love spending time with you :)

(Mu mu has fruity hair! haha)

(you may not believe it, but im being poked very painfully here by SOMEBODAE)

JEDI. 

And I am making this face cause a 4 year old is drooling on my toe.

goodnights.

27: If i were a Policeman's son

Hey hey Y'all =D

School hasnt started but I love it already haha

FMS CAMP-

sorted into the group Nautilus (naughtylust / not the last) with Cass, subgroup captain Nemo.

It was an awesome 3 days 2 fights, as Gerard, Camp leader would say.



And heres our nice nice nautilus flag, with yes, matthews head in one of the holes. I only managed to snap this on the last day.

Throughout the camp, it was a sort of ongoing competition to steal each others flags and stuff, which resulted in many screaming chases, with the perpetrator running as fast as they could to their group for protection. Highly amusing



My awesome nail (s)

I painted some of my nails due to sheer boredom before camp, and was too lazy to remove it. So my nails somehow survived throughout camp without a single scratch in the polish (kid you not) haha. For my loves, you all know this is a freaking miracle







Meet jieming (sp?)
One of the quietest but most random guys in Captain Nemo. You cant see it here, but hes got a gnarley earring.




Yes, meet Matthew.He and his soul patch. (if you look very, VERY closely you can see it.) He has the awesomest cheekopek laugh and face ever. And see his floofy hair haha. We had so much fun with that, and helping him scout for boobie girls everyday. The only time you can pat him on the head is when he is sitting down cause he is like 2 METERS TALL I SWEAR. Make me feel like such a shortass ahhhhhh wudfk,jdsmedjksns.






Very very tired yet wierdly adorable cass and cute matty in the background ( why do you look cute here?)



NAOMI heh. My fellow eye-candy oogler and major rain fan, and btw, shes korean, And kinda awesome.



HAHAH GRAYSON. Hes wearing the stupid astronaut thing we made out of newspapers. At least, I think it was an astronaut thing. And he sings funny songs about policeman and vampires. He is also 18, but no one believes him at all haha poor guy. He also hates it when his hair has no VOLUME.




Putting Keenan and Larrius's headbanging lessons into practice astronaut style







And this is Edward. Not edward wong please, (nyah) And I dunno why this is the only photo I have of him. He is the edwardiser bunnehhhhh. And he sucks your energy so do not go near him early in the morning before you have fortified yourself or he will suck your brainjuice. He also has yet to grasp the concept of you have to be THIS tall to go on THIS ride */lame inside joke/



Other people I met yet dont have photos of are EVELYN (another musketta) shes cute :D

NOEL- my bitch yo. Does an awesome shabooya (and no thats not the jap beef thingy), plus helps me scout for guys. I think I also have started to unconscioulsy count the number of times he says bitch or variations thereof. AWESOMENESSS :D

Keenan- complete wackjob, and gremlin king. Turns out he WAS teh one who scared me on the nightwalk with his shirtlessness and stuff. Also, an awesome headbanging guy and my hair bro yo. =D



HAHA ok on to camp.
Very very fun, managed to scream my voice away again. Many many games, thank god none too disgusting (like food twister. eurgh. )
the things that stood out for me were



MASS DANCE

haha the music was super amusing please. Started with this bangrah thing (sham youd love it) then moved on to a very sadistic clip going BANG BANG I TAKE YOUR MONEY most of the time. And I think Loga and jojo aka shake butt man doing the dance was super amusing



BATHING
cause, the guys can take as long as or even longer then teh girls, even when they have like NO HAIR PLEASE haha. And uh, once again, no one saw the use of the changing area. And once again, I decided not to scare everybody. so yeap. Wet, uncomfortable sticks-to-your-back t shirt.



FIRST NIGHT
haha super retarded, cause we couldnt decide whether to sleep or not. Succumbed around 3 in the end, with cass next to me keeping an eye on and squealing about somebodae haha.

NIGHT WALK
ohman ok I was freaking scared. The movie (1408) was freaky, cass and i were screaming our heads off, and matty was like YAWNING ok annoying. And edward, oh ok he freaking FELL ASLEEP.Why do all teh guys I know except momo seem unaffected by these movies? The only time i rmb being unaffected was the time I went with Seth&co, and we were laughing at this man in the row in front of us. Wound up with us getting thrown out cause we made a nuisance of ourselves.
Then the actual walk was disgusting, I sandwiched myself between edward and cass SO I WAS SAFE haha. still, pretty damn freaky. Ok seriously, I dont usually get scared unless you tell me theres smth to be afraid of, and everyone was freaking out the whole way. And I think it was in the humans building that we got scared so bad, cass and I were really freaking outttttttttt. I mean, who wouldnt be scared by a shirtless, wierdly contorted keenan with some thingy wrapped around his head?

LAST NIGHT (yaeeeeee love!)
awesomeness. I felt abit bad at first cause toothpaste burns, but it was funny. And I think the statements that got wirrten on sleeping peeps were so retardedly amusing. The GLs also decided to sleep in a special little room with a glass window, which provided many amusing moments for us as we stared in at them unblinkingly, or posted signs eg " Monkeys for sale, 10cents only!" haha. And sat around telling lame jokes and stories. Basically, staying up so that no revenge could be taken. Then, it was too cold inside and we were hungry, so we went outside. We as in not all of the awake people, but Evelyn, Keenan and Edward. Sat about eating peanut butter (YAE!) and playing with the trolley thingy ( which we decided is such a fun mode of transport it should be legalised. ) Keenan was informed of what it means when you stuff your finger into a navel for a certain amount of time, and promptly had a giggling fit, before going back into the dorm and doing it to alot of people. Then he had a bill idea, that we could go and stargaze on the track, so we did. Lying in a very cheesy square, ala some kiddy music vid. We saw a shooting star! (which of course might be astronaut shit) and by then it was about 6++ so, we all fell asleep. Right there on the track.

LAST DAY
I WAS THE FIRST TO WAKE UP FREEZING. Its actually really pretty there on the track :) AND BLOODY COLD AT THAT TIME ohman. The evelyn woke up, and didnt feel cold at first. Then she did, and we both stared at keenan (still sleeping) like THIS IS YOUR FAULT GRRRH HOW CAN YOU STILL SLEEP. Ed woke up, and I think 3 of us stoned till my alarm went off. Then 4 of us, very cold and stiff except for somebodae wheeled teh thingy all the way back to the dorms. Packed, went to some theatre, took photos, and went hoem FOR A BATH AND SLEEP AND ADD EVERYBODY ON MSN AND FACEBOOK haha. ok.
There camp post. Now I wanna be a GL next year so we can do the track thing again :)


On a seperate note, I miss Father peter, and I think ima go visit him soon. Its wierd how a catholic priest can see so much of the world staying in one place, and I think he can set me straight on the whole politics in school thingy. Actually, I think he can set me straight on anything with that voice */inside joke/

Peace out.

26: Macbook training was boring and so it doesnt warrant a mention.

Ive yet to post about camp, but right now im lazy to edit the post and stuff.

LAST NIGHT was both awesome and melancholy.

Went out with SC peeps and MJ for dinner at breeks. We had a fairly amusing time, because NONE of us but dear davinia knew where it was and after a while, we started to suspect that she had simply made up the place inside her head. Which of course she didnt, since shes davinia and not me.

We got window seats yae, which me made use of. Cass managed to scout a few hot guys, and MJ decided it would be awesome to leer creepily out the window while holding steak knives. Yours truly made like Queen Vic and waved serenely at staring strangers.

Awesomeness, from catching up on each others current school life ( deciding that poly pwns JC), to finally FINALLY telling my success joke again,  to the wierd way we order food, to being an unlikely multiracial family, to epic win photos ( MJ has the most amusing way of contorting his face) , to how to rape somebody, to future boyfriends(richard richard richard!), recounting the various jo-isms spouted and funny incidents,and  april fools day jokes.

I missed you guys! 

Eh eh popeyes next time, plus major pranks. I think I still have my uniform somewhere :) 

Took bus with cass- why does spore look prettier at night?

Then home. And the melancholy part starts.

Talk about relationships and the future, politics, and knowing more the you want to. I don't think it has fully processed in my head yet, but I think I get it. Mich freaking out, keenan telling it like it is, Ed not in the best mood, Reg singing and sissors paper stone over msn, matthew learning something.

I went to sleep late and thoughtful.

Only now do I realise how much you protected me.

25: Got you on my Radar.

labelled {staring at the sun} says:
haha
labelled {staring at the sun} says:
whats a banao?
[Lester™] Yes the card is cute, thanks. Elite banana BANAO says:
my banana
labelled {staring at the sun} says:
uh
labelled {staring at the sun} says:
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
[Lester™] Yes the card is cute, thanks. Elite banana BANAO says:
soft toy~
labelled {staring at the sun} says:
OH ok haha

this was quite long ago but I posted it only now cause....Im lazy? haha.

Oh and meet moley. (dood inna center) and his bodyguards ben and wilson. 

 and here are his very white, very hairless, and very sexy legs.

(seriously I think this was taken in 2007 or something ok! haha)

Wierd night going for ACJC band. Felt kind icky. But dearest dweebs cheered me up immensely when I got home. She and her fruitcake :D haha */inside joke/

madness trying to arrange dinner with dearest Davinia ( does this count as alliteration?) Something we really really must have. I miss you all SO BAD

Fun going back to SC yesterday. I feel so old and oddly like an outsider now. Maybe it had something to do with the visitor pass :P Had fun with Cass and Pei and the sweet tin, before heading to far east where I saw something I DID NOT WANT TO SEE. And I had to prove my point in KFC that you can eat chicken with one hand :D sorta. 

(sc is pretty :) )

In case you were wondering, my nick (staring at the sun) is actually an awesome song by rooster. Go check it :D

While youre at it, may as well give [All around me - Flyleaf] a listen, as well as [The man who can't be moved- The Script]. I do realise these are pretty old songs, but hey, theyre still awesome. 

 All around me is more screamo-ishy, which rockin lyrics. Seriously ok if you sang it acoustic itd be a great ballad. (yours truly intends to try that when she picks up guitar again.)

And the script is well, very ballad-dy. More for those who like a story in a song I guess? If you can find the music vid the vocalist is a bit of allright too ^.^

And of course, old old song but go listen to [Radar- Britney Spears] It just sticks in your head after, in a good way. And wierdly its a pretty good song to choreograph to, as amber pointed out. If you need an example just search youtube and lots of pretty good dance routines to the song pop up.

Well, its 1am. Everyone has abandoned me online, so I shall go too. 

Peace out, yo.Y