BiodegradableCannibal

2009-10-20T23:30:00.000-07:00

Meh. This blog is pretty much dead. Go check my tumblr, which is where my posts now reside.

Keenan!

2009-08-27T00:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Hanshum Musketta King :)

Wrinkles add character!

(movie marathon soon yeahhhhhhh)

36: Hello Hoes

2009-07-28T17:38:00.000-07:00

I MUST CLARIFY ONE THING

I find doraemon cute, and pingu as well, and I think various other cartoon animals are adorable.

BUT I CAN'T STAND HELLO KITTY. She scares me.

Hello Kitty HAS NO MOUTH OK

SO EVERYBODY please stop pointing out or showing me hello kitty things or insinuating you shall get them for me. Because I am afraid. Very afraid.

And last night marks the beginning of smth hehe. Boss you know what I mean xD

35: A rose by any other name

2009-07-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

Huimei, do you know what your name means?

慧(hui) is from 智慧(zhi hui) which means to be wise, intelligent, and not simply smart.

梅(mei) is derived from 梅花 (mei hua), plum blossom. It symbolises an incredible strength and beauty, as it is one of the few flowers that blooms and flourishes in winter. It also symbolises hope, as its flowers remind people that even though it is winter, spring is not too far away. ,

My dear girl, it's alot to live up to in a mere two syllables, but I think you can get by with a little help from your friends.

Note:

2009-07-06T03:00:00.000-07:00

-Vids of collin dancing from cambodia are win

- The video of derrick Phailing at soulja boy however, is EPIC win

- Pose for A.J and his camera of doom or he WILL take unglam photos of you

-Bring Jackets for IS class, esp when you have presentations cause the AIRCON BLOWS TOWARDS THE FRONT OF THE CLASS and its hard to present if YOUR TEETH ARE CHATTERING

-Never, ever let Edward watch movies in public again, cause he giggles and laughs and groans and basically reacts to every single scene. LOUDLY.

-Fish and chips on a rainy day when you're starving and cold = :D

34: 17! WOOOO

2009-07-02T19:54:00.000-07:00

Im 17 now!

do I look any different from when I was 16?

I don't feel any wiser.

But yae! 17!

33: still 16

2009-06-30T21:34:00.000-07:00

Ok I know this is pretty childish but it's my last day of being 16 today and I feel its kinda special :) from tomorrow onwards I can't sing that particular sound of music song haha.

I rmb when I turned 16, I woke up to messages telling me that I was no longer a lolita! and could now legally do all the things I had been doing anyway.

Wonder what 17 will bring

(I saw this in a museum in France I SWEAR not photoshopped or anything hahaha)

Sunday morning sleepy ;)

32: I HAVE GONE

2009-06-28T05:25:00.000-07:00

and returned! yae haha

I need photos from willowper man

and then I shall post them!

mission trip was smth that cannot be described in words.

And I am determined to return and continue the work we have started.

31:I WILL GO

2009-06-13T20:37:00.000-07:00

And so I am going yo, cambodia from 15th to 21st

I have no idea why Jerald doesnt believe me omg! He thinks I'm using it as some excuse to escape homework (eh madam I got no more homework cause FMS damn good one)

anyway, gonna miss you

and you

and T10sex

and you

and archiebald AND INTERNET OH GODS

and aircon

and you

and i already miss so many of you

BEE BAK SUN

(haha. bet you dont know what that means)

30: New Shoes

2009-06-10T06:01:00.000-07:00

I miss taking long walks with you. Peanut butter banana sandwiches breakfasts and and marshmallow smoothies. Cocoa butter morning skin and happy pink pig stories and sleepy eyes and toothpaste on shirtfronts. Shorts and slippers and sunshine so shiny we have to go back in and dress for the weather. Graffiti satchels torn denim bali-esque braids unravelling, I could pick you out from a crowd at a thousand paces and across the thousand miles you could send your love. I'd walk to france with you and we'd stare too long too hard at the city of beautiful rouges. My hair will still be tangled and soft and coppery no matter how much you comb it cause its name is bob and it will contradict you. Dusk bougainvillea is a pretty shade of pink like the sky and the lights on the water beckon. It's cold gloomy damp enough to be england and you laugh at my alien accent. The sky seems smaller when the moon's out and you point out it's not the only pretty light or girl out tonight and your smile gleams in the lanternlight. I'd walk with you anywhere, even into the dark.

29: Note.

2009-05-10T05:21:00.000-07:00

Today, I was sitting in church next to stacy and she threw her chewed-up lollipop on the floor.

So I, being the good citizen, went to pick it up.

And there was a short, black, curly pubic hair stuck on it.

Go figure.

28: Misc. Updates Yo

2009-05-08T06:28:00.000-07:00

Yo everybodae! haha

I havnt updated in ages, so here goes (point form, cause im lazeh)

-) Love all my lecturers, esp radio cause he has the wierdest sense of humour and he jumps about like a Jedi

-) except for a certain module teacher, whom we have nicknamed satoh. HAHA.

-) christian and Junming in the hot babe show = insanity HAHA i will NEVER forget that.

-) lecture theatres are not very conducive for sleeping cause the tables tilt if you lie on them, and you can send your macbook to the floor.

-) I intend to wear my sc uni to school one day, cause it seems like a good idea, and I feel like convincing my whole class to do it too! haha.

-) Movie-watching CCA on mondays is rad, cause I get to cut circulation in Edward's arm and earn 2 CCA points. But now I keep thinking of dying soldiers cause we watched saving private ryan, and I don't want any potential Bf/hubby to go to war.

-) I'm starting to write again :) I think its a combination of a slight flu, too much sunshine, the cure playing at max volume, and missing somebody that does it.

-)Joshua and Jeevan are awesome singers, on different planes. Shona and I have made different fangirl-squeals for each of them, and after hearing Joseph I predict another one for him. And of course, my munchkin has a squeal too. I'd like to call the cheers, but that would totally insult the creepyness of it all.

-) I WANT TO RELEARN GUITAR somebodae teach me pwease >.<

-)we all phailed at specom today, but it was totally fun listening to all the speeches and stuff haha

-) I hate writcom. Completely and utterly.

-) my old problem has come back again helppppp haha.

-) I WANNA GO WATCH XMEN with bossman cause i havnt really talked to him in ages :P

-) where has sherilyn wong disappeared to?

-) Im kinda nervous about the 30th of may, but whatever happens happens I suppose

-)like 2 minutes ago I saw something that reminded me of he very first song you wrote for me! You have no internet where you are but thanks babe, it was so silly and stupid and touching and I'll never forget how you played it with so much enthusiasm with such retarded lyrics.

-)I love spending time with you :)

(Mu mu has fruity hair! haha)

(you may not believe it, but im being poked very painfully here by SOMEBODAE)

JEDI.

And I am making this face cause a 4 year old is drooling on my toe.

goodnights.

27: If i were a Policeman's son

2009-04-16T03:20:00.000-07:00

Hey hey Y'all =D

School hasnt started but I love it already haha

FMS CAMP-

sorted into the group Nautilus (naughtylust / not the last) with Cass, subgroup captain Nemo.

It was an awesome 3 days 2 fights, as Gerard, Camp leader would say.

And heres our nice nice nautilus flag, with yes, matthews head in one of the holes. I only managed to snap this on the last day.

Throughout the camp, it was a sort of ongoing competition to steal each others flags and stuff, which resulted in many screaming chases, with the perpetrator running as fast as they could to their group for protection. Highly amusing

My awesome nail (s)

I painted some of my nails due to sheer boredom before camp, and was too lazy to remove it. So my nails somehow survived throughout camp without a single scratch in the polish (kid you not) haha. For my loves, you all know this is a freaking miracle

Meet jieming (sp?)
One of the quietest but most random guys in Captain Nemo. You cant see it here, but hes got a gnarley earring.

Yes, meet Matthew.He and his soul patch. (if you look very, VERY closely you can see it.) He has the awesomest cheekopek laugh and face ever. And see his floofy hair haha. We had so much fun with that, and helping him scout for boobie girls everyday. The only time you can pat him on the head is when he is sitting down cause he is like 2 METERS TALL I SWEAR. Make me feel like such a shortass ahhhhhh wudfk,jdsmedjksns.

Very very tired yet wierdly adorable cass and cute matty in the background ( why do you look cute here?)

NAOMI heh. My fellow eye-candy oogler and major rain fan, and btw, shes korean, And kinda awesome.

HAHAH GRAYSON. Hes wearing the stupid astronaut thing we made out of newspapers. At least, I think it was an astronaut thing. And he sings funny songs about policeman and vampires. He is also 18, but no one believes him at all haha poor guy. He also hates it when his hair has no VOLUME.

Putting Keenan and Larrius's headbanging lessons into practice astronaut style

And this is Edward. Not edward wong please, (nyah) And I dunno why this is the only photo I have of him. He is the edwardiser bunnehhhhh. And he sucks your energy so do not go near him early in the morning before you have fortified yourself or he will suck your brainjuice. He also has yet to grasp the concept of you have to be THIS tall to go on THIS ride */lame inside joke/

Other people I met yet dont have photos of are EVELYN (another musketta) shes cute :D

NOEL- my bitch yo. Does an awesome shabooya (and no thats not the jap beef thingy), plus helps me scout for guys. I think I also have started to unconscioulsy count the number of times he says bitch or variations thereof. AWESOMENESSS :D

Keenan- complete wackjob, and gremlin king. Turns out he WAS teh one who scared me on the nightwalk with his shirtlessness and stuff. Also, an awesome headbanging guy and my hair bro yo. =D

HAHA ok on to camp.
Very very fun, managed to scream my voice away again. Many many games, thank god none too disgusting (like food twister. eurgh. )
the things that stood out for me were

MASS DANCE

haha the music was super amusing please. Started with this bangrah thing (sham youd love it) then moved on to a very sadistic clip going BANG BANG I TAKE YOUR MONEY most of the time. And I think Loga and jojo aka shake butt man doing the dance was super amusing

BATHING
cause, the guys can take as long as or even longer then teh girls, even when they have like NO HAIR PLEASE haha. And uh, once again, no one saw the use of the changing area. And once again, I decided not to scare everybody. so yeap. Wet, uncomfortable sticks-to-your-back t shirt.

FIRST NIGHT
haha super retarded, cause we couldnt decide whether to sleep or not. Succumbed around 3 in the end, with cass next to me keeping an eye on and squealing about somebodae haha.

NIGHT WALK
ohman ok I was freaking scared. The movie (1408) was freaky, cass and i were screaming our heads off, and matty was like YAWNING ok annoying. And edward, oh ok he freaking FELL ASLEEP.Why do all teh guys I know except momo seem unaffected by these movies? The only time i rmb being unaffected was the time I went with Seth&co, and we were laughing at this man in the row in front of us. Wound up with us getting thrown out cause we made a nuisance of ourselves.
Then the actual walk was disgusting, I sandwiched myself between edward and cass SO I WAS SAFE haha. still, pretty damn freaky. Ok seriously, I dont usually get scared unless you tell me theres smth to be afraid of, and everyone was freaking out the whole way. And I think it was in the humans building that we got scared so bad, cass and I were really freaking outttttttttt. I mean, who wouldnt be scared by a shirtless, wierdly contorted keenan with some thingy wrapped around his head?

LAST NIGHT (yaeeeeee love!)
awesomeness. I felt abit bad at first cause toothpaste burns, but it was funny. And I think the statements that got wirrten on sleeping peeps were so retardedly amusing. The GLs also decided to sleep in a special little room with a glass window, which provided many amusing moments for us as we stared in at them unblinkingly, or posted signs eg " Monkeys for sale, 10cents only!" haha. And sat around telling lame jokes and stories. Basically, staying up so that no revenge could be taken. Then, it was too cold inside and we were hungry, so we went outside. We as in not all of the awake people, but Evelyn, Keenan and Edward. Sat about eating peanut butter (YAE!) and playing with the trolley thingy ( which we decided is such a fun mode of transport it should be legalised. ) Keenan was informed of what it means when you stuff your finger into a navel for a certain amount of time, and promptly had a giggling fit, before going back into the dorm and doing it to alot of people. Then he had a bill idea, that we could go and stargaze on the track, so we did. Lying in a very cheesy square, ala some kiddy music vid. We saw a shooting star! (which of course might be astronaut shit) and by then it was about 6++ so, we all fell asleep. Right there on the track.

LAST DAY
I WAS THE FIRST TO WAKE UP FREEZING. Its actually really pretty there on the track :) AND BLOODY COLD AT THAT TIME ohman. The evelyn woke up, and didnt feel cold at first. Then she did, and we both stared at keenan (still sleeping) like THIS IS YOUR FAULT GRRRH HOW CAN YOU STILL SLEEP. Ed woke up, and I think 3 of us stoned till my alarm went off. Then 4 of us, very cold and stiff except for somebodae wheeled teh thingy all the way back to the dorms. Packed, went to some theatre, took photos, and went hoem FOR A BATH AND SLEEP AND ADD EVERYBODY ON MSN AND FACEBOOK haha. ok.
There camp post. Now I wanna be a GL next year so we can do the track thing again :)

On a seperate note, I miss Father peter, and I think ima go visit him soon. Its wierd how a catholic priest can see so much of the world staying in one place, and I think he can set me straight on the whole politics in school thingy. Actually, I think he can set me straight on anything with that voice */inside joke/

Peace out.

26: Macbook training was boring and so it doesnt warrant a mention.

2009-04-15T01:54:00.000-07:00

Ive yet to post about camp, but right now im lazy to edit the post and stuff.

LAST NIGHT was both awesome and melancholy.

Went out with SC peeps and MJ for dinner at breeks. We had a fairly amusing time, because NONE of us but dear davinia knew where it was and after a while, we started to suspect that she had simply made up the place inside her head. Which of course she didnt, since shes davinia and not me.

We got window seats yae, which me made use of. Cass managed to scout a few hot guys, and MJ decided it would be awesome to leer creepily out the window while holding steak knives. Yours truly made like Queen Vic and waved serenely at staring strangers.

Awesomeness, from catching up on each others current school life ( deciding that poly pwns JC), to finally FINALLY telling my success joke again, to the wierd way we order food, to being an unlikely multiracial family, to epic win photos ( MJ has the most amusing way of contorting his face) , to how to rape somebody, to future boyfriends(richard richard richard!), recounting the various jo-isms spouted and funny incidents,and april fools day jokes.

I missed you guys!

Eh eh popeyes next time, plus major pranks. I think I still have my uniform somewhere :)

Took bus with cass- why does spore look prettier at night?

Then home. And the melancholy part starts.

Talk about relationships and the future, politics, and knowing more the you want to. I don't think it has fully processed in my head yet, but I think I get it. Mich freaking out, keenan telling it like it is, Ed not in the best mood, Reg singing and sissors paper stone over msn, matthew learning something.

I went to sleep late and thoughtful.

Only now do I realise how much you protected me.

25: Got you on my Radar.

2009-04-04T01:37:00.000-07:00

labelled {staring at the sun} says:
haha
labelled {staring at the sun} says:
whats a banao?
[Lester™] Yes the card is cute, thanks. Elite banana BANAO says:
my banana
labelled {staring at the sun} says:
uh
labelled {staring at the sun} says:
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
[Lester™] Yes the card is cute, thanks. Elite banana BANAO says:
soft toy~
labelled {staring at the sun} says:
OH ok haha

this was quite long ago but I posted it only now cause....Im lazy? haha.

Oh and meet moley. (dood inna center) and his bodyguards ben and wilson.

and here are his very white, very hairless, and very sexy legs.

(seriously I think this was taken in 2007 or something ok! haha)

Wierd night going for ACJC band. Felt kind icky. But dearest dweebs cheered me up immensely when I got home. She and her fruitcake :D haha */inside joke/

madness trying to arrange dinner with dearest Davinia ( does this count as alliteration?) Something we really really must have. I miss you all SO BAD

Fun going back to SC yesterday. I feel so old and oddly like an outsider now. Maybe it had something to do with the visitor pass :P Had fun with Cass and Pei and the sweet tin, before heading to far east where I saw something I DID NOT WANT TO SEE. And I had to prove my point in KFC that you can eat chicken with one hand :D sorta.

(sc is pretty :) )

In case you were wondering, my nick (staring at the sun) is actually an awesome song by rooster. Go check it :D

While youre at it, may as well give [All around me - Flyleaf] a listen, as well as [The man who can't be moved- The Script]. I do realise these are pretty old songs, but hey, theyre still awesome.

All around me is more screamo-ishy, which rockin lyrics. Seriously ok if you sang it acoustic itd be a great ballad. (yours truly intends to try that when she picks up guitar again.)

And the script is well, very ballad-dy. More for those who like a story in a song I guess? If you can find the music vid the vocalist is a bit of allright too ^.^

And of course, old old song but go listen to [Radar- Britney Spears] It just sticks in your head after, in a good way. And wierdly its a pretty good song to choreograph to, as amber pointed out. If you need an example just search youtube and lots of pretty good dance routines to the song pop up.

Well, its 1am. Everyone has abandoned me online, so I shall go too.

Peace out, yo.Y

24: Epic

2009-03-25T03:52:00.001-07:00

Boss has just come up with the worst nickname ever >.<

(I swear, this beats even the moniker of human lollipop )

23: tuki tuki- tuki tuki!

2009-03-20T06:52:00.000-07:00

Rather obviously, I'm back from adventure camp :D and I must say it was pretty darn fun. I guess I shall once again be reduced to rambling about some parts and totally ignoring others. Like how much I hated having to bathe in the open and get sand everywhere. EW.

Day before camp, a bunch of us opted to stay over in church, presumably to do last minute admin, more to have fun :D

Kenneth and I discovered you can melt styrofoam with spray paint, and spent much time doing exactly that and entertaining ourselves. (try it sometime)

Dinner was amusing, with us on mannequin nipplewatch and talking about first impressions. Ryan went from loser (joycelyns impression) to tortise ( My friends impression) all in one night. We then dragged our butts down to cold storage where Ryan insisted on bying a nasty japanese sports gel (the kind you drink) so that he could look pro. We the promptly lost joycelyn, who had in fact gone in search of food. Re-united, we once again traipsed back to church where kenny and darren were. Joycelyn fretted over her sova while the rest of us cleaned and noted down all the tents and stuff. And I had to wash many many many things. Evil kenny and darren the chased me out of the room on pretext of changing, before permanently scarring joycelyn with a faux stripshow. HAHA. In return, we dumped Kenny's pants in one of the coolers when we were about to sleep and found them lying about. As we were drifting off, Phenry msged to say put all the coke in the fridge.
We were angry, and woke up the guys to do the work for us :D

Breakfast at ya kun, the off to east coast! Along the way, we came up with a group cheer, and decided our group name was britney. This meant most of the time we felt more like we were calling a person versus a group.

At the camp site, we discivered the RED ANTS. who somehow lived only in patches. For the rest of the camp you could see people randomly leaping and curing as the red devil thingies BURIED their FANGS in us.
Upon realising the tent was too small, I opted to sleep in the pavilion. Also, I like the night breeze. Which makes my hair go crazy, but who cares? everyone kind of looks like shit at adventure camp :D awesomeness.

KAYAKING.
Very very fun, in very choppy seas. My poor partner was this little girl who could barely lift her oars, so stupid huimei strained her arms and couldnt go for the re-launch. We also washed ashore, incidentally. This meant getting sand everywhere ,like EVERYWHERE and freaking out cause I was so scared my little partner would get crushed on the rocks or smth. Was very happy to shower, and sat about playing um-chi-chi (dont ask) till the bus came. Did I mention Elza and I made alot of noise singing/playing music on the way there and back? so fun.

NIGHT CYCLING
was wonderful :D the night breeze was cooling and the lighst were out, and it was the beach cmon, it was great. Nice nice johnston put up with my non-proness and brought me on a tandem. It was seriously damn nice. But he suffered badly when we went over unseen humps HAHAHAHA oh gods sorry man but it was damn funny! Cycled to see the flyer, and joycelyn switched with johnston on the way back

Sadly, Hsinqin saw this as the opportune moment to declare his affection for her, which unfortunately resulted in a top-speed bike chase with me clinging on to the backseat and screaming. That was fun, embarrassing, and somewhat terrifying. I was rather peeved at umbrella man, but we sorted it out later on the way to the showers.

The next morning I awoke with the oddest and most peircing pain in both pinkies, which was both excruciating and funny. Like, PINKIE CRAMP? wth man.

HEIGHT ELEMENTS
was a bit of waste for me, cause I only did the rock wall and didnt even get halfway up.
and I re-strained my arms. wonderful.
But kenny and johnstons little dance on the top of the broken bridge........ohman haha.

CAMPFIRE
hosted by kenny and I, it was more of a time filler I suppose. We entertained with claps based on clement and pastor henry, and then played various portions of whose line. After declaring free and easy, we sat about playing number games, and murderer.

Supposedly, I went to sleep at 4.

I never did sleep.

I lay down, then, sensing smth restless, got up again. Looked like a storm was coming. We awoke pastor, who lay there and directed us to do stuff, until he realised what was gonna happen, then got up to help. We managed to bring in everything beofre it really started to storm. While joycelyn went to check the tents, the pavilion people huddled together while P henry, johnston and I attempted to fix a tarp around the pavilion.
We eventually gave up and joanne, johnston and I stood/sat in a various awkward positions holding the tarp up/down. Apparently joycelyn was very amused by how long I sat there holding it up. HAHA ok
After it started to calm down sabrina, johnston, dora and I huddle under some sleeping bags while some "refugees" from the tents came in. I think isaiah and joycelyn came off the worst that night, cause they were both drenched and exposed to the wind. Thank goodness they were fine the next morning :) I think Sab and I were the last people to sleep, at about 6++. Out of the comm/older ones/ people who were helping in the pavilion, it was quite funny that pastor was the first to sleep I think. haha.
I could swear I went to sleep surrounded by Joycelyn, Sabrina, hui xin, and next to a stone bench, so it was wierd that I woke up next to one of the guys.
Happily packed up and proceeded back to church, on the way realising that I resembeled rudolph, with the typical nose-sunburn. Which hurt quite badly actually.
I HAD TO TAKE THE BUS HOME. nuff said.
I somehow cant wait for the one next year. Must be my masochist side coming out.

22: Entertainment!

2009-03-14T01:38:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody.
Huimei will not be home for the next 4 days because she feels the need to attach herself to ropes and jump from high places, paddle madly and make breaks for civilisation, and pretend that lamps are fires.
Vauguely contactable by handphone!
TOday was the church carnival! Fun! Elsa gave me amonstrous pink pig with an inexplicable belly band and david danced about at intervals. Kenny and Darren and Clara and Sarah and I bought many stuffed toys for the heck of it :D haha retardedness. And I saw bossys nice new cam, even though he wierdly disappeared after that.
I've been kind of low for a while, and stuff, so here are two clips which are happy and amusing :D

THE KOREAN DUDE

Awesome man. And yo better laugh or he will hunch you down and kick your corner bra, then terrorise your camel by rolling it up a hill.

Next, THE bulgarian idol

Just something about the lyrics man. HAHA.

Peace yo.

21: over drive.

2009-03-12T07:11:00.000-07:00

In the day, I was walking down the street.I saw a dog, blinded by gravel and fury, turning to bite its owner who was trying to clear its eyes. The owner cursed, then withdrew his arm and started beating his dog, whos eyes had by now cleared and could recognise his master.Now the dog cowered away from the man, not once trying to defend itself.

What is loneliness? The instant you realise you are alone really alone, or the time when it starts getting to you, and you yearn for somebody, anybody, to dissipate it. If different seasons, bring different friends, I'd rather have my whole life be a winter. I'd brave the cold if only to know that whoever came to my door had beaten a purposeful and single route to it, and none of it was an accident at all. Then only would the fire inside burn warm.

I remember seeing a couple roller blading in the morning sun, glinting off wet leaves black tarmac and grass and soil. The girl fell down on the grass blades, and refused to get up even when offered a helping hand. She sat resolutely, pouting and dusting her hands off on equally dirty knees. So her better half flopped down next to her, flat on his back, wincing as he hit the ground harder then he meant to. Later, skates danging, he piggybacked back up the path to the bike rental store.

The last time you called me you yelled excitedly down the connection that you wanted me to hear something. I though it would be a prank, that was all I expected of you.But you had somehow divinated that I had a rough day, and played me a song, balancing the phone on a music stand so I could hear your amazing, amazing clear tenor as you sang for the first time in over a year, a whole song. The only time I had ever felt a guitar sounded good down the phone, and it remains the only good one till this day.

Staring wont make them disappear you know. Them? them- his tattoos, my scars. My paleness next to your ebony. It will always be this way. The children that seem too dirty to live in a mothers home, the man thats too lonely to have a home. Her lisp, the wheels that are where her legs should be, the way his arm no longer exists. The old woman on the corner who looks so, so cold.And alone. Look all you want, but eyesight doesnt perform magic tricks just like that.

Today I learned that life can be put into six words. Just six. I wonder if when you read those six words, you'll think what I'm thinking?

At night, I looked out the window. I wish I could see stars from where I am right now. You know where my heart is, I just happen to live here. You used to live here too, hating it except when you were happy. The only thing thats burns the sky is the moon, not quite round but not a crescent either, kind of flattened on one end. Its all I have to look at in the sky, so I sit and stare and remember how your eyes used to look when you saw my soul and realised what it meant when I said I trusted you, and soon salt starts to crust the crests of my cheeks, so I close my eyes and try to remember what your shoulder feels like. If I keep crying, does it mean I have failed?

Now I'm growing older, I'm learning to hear with my eyes. I wonder when I'll go blind?

20- word vomit?

2009-02-26T05:17:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody,
Huimei has had a pretty busy week. Between yanking her braidy accidentally, cursing high heels, waking up at 7 to go to work then wasting her life away entering data, she pretty much hasnt had time for much else.
Except to think ~~until her pea-sized brain is going to absolutely BURST~~

I can't remember much of sundays sermon, mainly cause I wasnt listening. I hardly do, really. To tell the truth, I can barely remember what was said except that kai min showed us some wierd marching video and delivered the message, and eunice also shared. The main point is- something happened.

Usually in our church, you can tell when an altar calls coming. The sermon ends earlier, Pastor comes on and says smth serious, then he asks to dim the lights, gets someone to play the piano, and dun dun dun dun altar call. And usually, I don't respond. Why should I?
Anyway, rules are meant to be broken, which is why I ended up on my knees at the front that day.
What is your life ambition?

Nothing. I have not the faintest Idea where I'm going now, or what I want to do. All I know is to take one day at a time, and it should work out ok. But now I find myself passing the time pointlessly, wastefully. There is next to nothing to differentate one day from the next. All I'm concerned with is how to make time pass faster so that I can get on to the next day. When I was in that moment, it was ok. I just thought to myself- this is the way life is, no? Our days all blend together in a bunch of memories anyway, its not like each and everyday has to be some sort of milestone, not like something super special or exciting has to happen everyday or smth, cause then if every days exciting then it would all be the same again right.

Its like, I have no reason to complain. Everything in my life may not be great, but the good evens out the bad, a little give and take, a little compromise and it works out ok.

Thing is, I cant go on like this forever.
No one can, especially not someone like me. There is a heavy weight about my neck and till the noose is undone it will keep tightening.
Dont get me wrong, I dont live in its shadow constantly. If I'm happy, I'm happy, if i'm sad, I'm sad, and its not very hard to tell. It just bugs me and gets bigger and uglier.. Till I learn how to cut this gordion knot I can foresee that it will be harder for me to be happy , to be wierd and retarded as usual. I fear that it will be hard for me to be sad even, to feel pain, empathy, anything.
. I am afraid that I wil no longer be myself, and that fear is made worse by the reality that is it could happen.

I in no way imply that I intend to find the meaning of life, or in some way come up with some wierd aspiration to work towards. Obviously any sort of romance would not only fail by far to help, it would also serve to make things worse since I'm into the superficialities of it still, and now is not the time. Material thing are out, duh, along with any (future) academic pursuits. Even my art, poems which used to bite to my core, paintings I could gaze at endlessly , they have stopped touching me now.
feels like I'm fading away. really.
Where is my short, wretched, mortal life going?

Currently Huimei doesnt feel so good. As this can be categorised as a natural disaster, aid in the form of people with dependable shoulders, listening ears, lots of time and lots of patience would be much apprciated. Donations of prayers will also be taken with much gratitude.
Good night.

19: week in short

2009-02-21T02:58:00.000-08:00

Thursday night-Clara roped me in for what was supposed to be ushering for alpha, turned out to be WAITRESSING. Complete with the darn aprons. And my nametag said Joanne, since they couldnt be bothered to get a new one for me. YAY.
They also hung these sparkly things from the ceiling, and the whole night I had to control the urge to jump up and see if I could touch them with my head. I, along with joshua and kenny, promptly gave in to that urge the minute everything was cleared away for the night :D heh.
Did I mention that kenny and darren helped clear the food, ALL the food, while we cleared the plates? HAHA people in food-induced comas are fun.

Friday-Meeting in church to discuss church camp. The serve shirt emblem is basically a Gundam Seed character's head with a cross on its forehead! Assigned to host campfire with ................Kenny. Duh. Now typical. Luke and Jack part 2 coming up.

Today, saturday- Watched slumdog ( the leading man can dance=sexy man. Oh and YES the girl is so hot) With bossy , dweebs, and teri and her shorts :D Bossy wasted 5 minutes of our life riding up and down escalators and walking around looking for theatre 6. Movie was excellent, though the ending was a little cheesy. But I just love the surprise bollywood dance at the end, and wish they somehow managed to have more of that in the movie.
When we came out, it was pouring,
and rick immediately went into denial
since he had soccer later. of course, denial soon became reality and he went to fetch kaimin. But not before totally making teris day :D So the 3 of us trailed about, laughing at ugly clothes/people and at debs shoes which revealed two toes in a most hilarious manner. Got my hair braidy thingamajigthinggummun which is wierdly long, and its so pretty :D yae.

Tomorrow, I predict a riot.
JUST KIDDING. I predict church.
I wonder if the two are about the same sometimes?

18:-

2009-02-15T17:27:00.000-08:00

I won't say youre blameless, but this time the major fault lies with me.
Must I keep saying it? You know what I mean .
I'm just waiting now.
I hope I never have to sing that song again. You rock my world :)

17: it should be called D-day.

2009-02-15T03:31:00.000-08:00

Valentines day!
Totally overrated, commercialised, and cliched.
But not a single year has passed since I entered secondary school that I have not celebrated it (surprise surprise) And this year I gave out SUNFLOWERS heh. Cause bossy says they last longer :D yae.
(21 roses yaeeeeeee)
Usually I have at least a week or twos notice cause SC people are really ON about vday, but not this year. PANICKEDDDDD but heh sunflowies yaeeee
Nice nice carrie woke me up and sent me safely to shers house. Where I got to nap for like 2 hours before packing her bags for her heh. YES I do pack my friends bags cause if I see it and everything in it isnt perfectly straight and aligned my fingers start itching cause my OCD dictates that everything in a suitcase must be PERFECTLY STRAIGHT AND ALIGNED OR MY BRAIN WILL EXPLODE AND THE WORLD WILL FOLLOW. heh. And now I have pretty earrings and bracelets and a cowboy hat and sher has my PUSSY. No, really. Shes supposed to bring my stuffed toy cat with her to aussie when she finds it. And many stars and sand and letters :D heh.
Dinner with her WHOLE family, where I got force fed and amused with AJ heh. And her parents were nice enough to send me home :D
Seriously, it sucks when she leaves cause I dont see her for agesssssss, but I shall concentrate on how happy I'll be to see her again at the end of the year :D love ya babe
Sunday-my grandaddys back at home ! :) its so good to see him recovering.
And i had a traumatising journey back home from church today. At least it was vaguely amusing. :P

16: Misadventures of the Super Simpkins

2009-02-12T04:44:00.000-08:00

Recently my life has been shuttling between hospital, home, and job interviews, all at the oddest hours.
But I have a really random story from today.
My uncle, deciding that I could use some exercise and make myself useful, handed me his car keys and asked me to get something from his car. I proceeded out of the hospital room where we had been, and down to the first floor.
Where I promptly got lost.
After ten minutes of wandering in circles, I found out that I had in fact been going the right way in the first place, and walked all the way to the carpark.
Which turned out to be empty.
I panicked, before realising that I was in the carpark next to the one I was supposed to be at, so I crossed the road. I walked up to the car, checked the licence plate to make sure it was the correct one, then pressed the button on the key to unlock the car.
And nothing happened.
Thinking that I might have done something wrong, I pressed the button a few more times.
And still nothing happened.
I checked the licence plate again, and it WAS the right car!
Then it dawned on me.
My family owns two cars, and that morning both my uncle and mom had seperately driven to the hospital. The car I had been trying to unlock DID belong to my family, but it was my mum's, not my uncles car -.-
After stupidly running about looking for my uncle's car, I found it, and this time it unlocked the first time I pressed the button.
I happily opened the door..................
and realised I had no idea what I was supposed to retrieve.

(In case you were wondering, yes, I managed to get back to the room safely without getting lost, and I did remember what I was supposed to get, and yes I locked the car)

And this was accomplished while I was talking to sher on my handphone, and running screaming across the roads in fear of being run over and being stared at by the general populace. How invigorating.

15: I know what you did last week

2009-02-06T05:36:00.000-08:00

YEEE-HAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

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In other news, my grandfather got admitted to hospital on thursday, and yes it was nasty. Awakening to your mother banging on your door going " wake up! We're taking your grandfather to hospital!" is not an ideal way to start the morning.

But he's on the mend now, so alls well that ends well. Thanks a bunch to all who prayed for him/entertained me :D

Went to shers house on wednesday :D haha so fun getting lost in Kovan and seeing all the wierd people. And SOON SOON PORRIDGE haha that was super retarded!

Tomorrow shall be barbeque day- helping out in church. Oh the joys of half charred-half raw meat :P

14- anywhere with you

2009-01-24T01:17:00.000-08:00

(hey Aaron, lets go back to the grand canyon, I've got so much to share with you)
(love ya miss ya wanna ~~kiss ya~~ steal your cat and we can go for the insane mountain bike ride youve promised me forever!)

From the other aaron, I will always remember this. You're no longer in my life, but you are a part of it anyway.

Back to the street where we began,
Feeling as good as lovers can, you know,
Now we're feeling so good.

Picking up things we shouldn't read,
Looks like the end of history as we know,
It's just the end of the world.

Back to the street where we began,
Feeling as good as love, you could, you can.

Into a place, where thoughts can bloom,
Into a room where it's nine in the afternoon ,
And we know that it could be,
And we know that it should,
And you know that you feel it too,
'Cause it's nine in the afternoon.

And your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could 'cause you can so you do,
We're feeling so good,
Just the way that we do
When it's nine in the afternoon .

Your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could 'cause you can so you do,
We're feeling so good.

Back to the street,
Down to our feet,
Losing the feeling of feeling unique,
Do you know what I mean?

Back to the place,
Where we used to say,
Man it feels good to feel this way,
Now I know what I mean.

Back to the street, back to the place,
Back to the room where it all began,
Back to the room where it all began,
'Cause it's nine in the afternoon.

And your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could 'cause you can so you do,
We're feeling so good,
Just the way that we do,
When it's nine in the afternoon.

Your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could 'cause you can so you do,
We're feeling so good,
Just the way that we do,
When it's nine in the afternoon,

Your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could 'cause you can so you do,
We're feeling so good,
Just the way that we do,
When it's nine in the afternoon.

13- chinese cholo?

2009-01-23T01:40:00.000-08:00

I have just realised how much Ching belittled his abilities in kendo when he told us about them O.0
wooooooooo mon amigo :) I believe you can protect me from anything, even blows to the head (jump! haha)

For my personal Leonardo, thanks for always being such a fun, cheery person I can always count on to make time for me :)

(and for letting me call you cute :D )

12: Ears, NOW

2009-01-20T19:55:00.000-08:00

High tide or Low tide:

Some people may think its a boring song, but I find it extremely comforting. Puts one in mind of a late night spent talking with a loved one :)

For sher -

Stand:

You are stronger then you think you are.

11: HARPEENESSS

2009-01-18T23:24:00.000-08:00

O level results are out, I got 14! yae haha I'm quite happy with it, since its half my prelim score :P
This calls for a happy ahlian face!

Mock me if you must -.-
But this post shall be full of pictures to make up for the lack of them in previous ones!

Goober day!

Where cass smartly takes a photo of kueh

And then one of me. (doesnt she look happy!)

Skateboarding ( haha) at Cheryls

Wonderful insanely good blueberry cheesecake cheong made :D

That THING next to the TV is her friggin DVD player. We all thought it was a toaster or smth -.-

Sibs strongly believes in zi-pai moments

Which lead to us dubbing this the ahlian chair

Which lead to these photos...........

Sibs succumbs first

Then cheryl (ohnoes worhXzzXZXX)

Then its my turn

DOULS ULTIMATE VEG OUT FACE HAHAHAHAHAHAH

(sorry dear, its too good to resist)

I saw this in the airport, and I wonder................

Is it possible to have earrings with no ears?

Tiny cute squishy monkey I brought along with me heh

And took pictures of everywhere,

(the airport staff thought I was crazy)

And everybody, meet shawn. Who looks way better in real life when he SMILES.

Church christmas party thingy

Dont we look so HARPEEEEE?

Dont you just hate it when the camera flash scares you?

Thats all, I'm very happy now :D

TIME TO JOB HUNT

10- MSN!

2009-01-10T07:04:00.000-08:00

I just got home from cell outing and I know its so loserish but I HAVE to post this!

labelled {toothpaste kisses} says:
you know what you are?
labelled {toothpaste kisses} says:
youre a
Shame, it was starting to grow on me. says:
an alien
labelled {toothpaste kisses} says:
WOMANIZER WOMAN WOMANIZER
labelled {toothpaste kisses} says:
OH WOMANIZER OH
Shame, it was starting to grow on me. says:
LOL
Shame, it was starting to grow on me. says:
ME NO LIKE WOMEN!
Shame, it was starting to grow on me. says:
LOL
labelled {toothpaste kisses} says:
YOURE A WOMANIZER BAYBEH
labelled {toothpaste kisses} says:
but manizer sounds nasty
labelled {toothpaste kisses} says:
like some kind of brazilian wax
Shame, it was starting to grow on me. says:
yuckkk
labelled {toothpaste kisses} says:
precisely
labelled {toothpaste kisses} says:
first the brazilian
labelled {toothpaste kisses} says:
then boyzilian
labelled {toothpaste kisses} says:
now the manizer!
Shame, it was starting to grow on me. says:
godzillian
labelled {toothpaste kisses} says:
HAHA OMG
labelled {toothpaste kisses} says:
FOR THE BUSH MONSTER DOWN UNDER

9- We are the Goobers, goofy goofy Goobers

2009-01-08T07:43:00.000-08:00

When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled cause you knew
- William Shakespeare.
I saw that on tv and its odd how many people hate him, but I love shakespeare anyway! Doesnt anyone realised thats he's like one of the hugest romantics of all TIME!? ohman and all our generation can focus on is the emokids and

TERI AND I have finally become.............. dum dum dum dum..........................the biggest goobers in history :P
We decided to buy matching shirts (one that said monday for her and a wednesday one for me) and walk about (and it was a tuesday). We had so much fun with all the poor people who decided to stare and were subjected to our awesome smiles and miss universe waves. Mister horny and batman didnt stand a chance!
I just realised that Teri has met/seen all 3 Wong sibs. HOW AMUSING haha.

Sherilyn has again claimed ownership of my hands (sorry jenny) with the nicest thing :D I havnt taken it off since you put in on me k! heh. Have fun with your box and pieces of wood !

Happy birthday Joy! youre finally legal to do everything youve been doing anyway! (haha kidding. i think.)
Ok, that ends my post. I know I said more pictures, but unless you want a random one with a leaf, then none here. NEXT POST I SO PROMISE K.

8- One way traffic is not Nice

2009-01-02T06:59:00.000-08:00

OMG people dont hate me for not being online. The comp is screwy. VERY. Wait wait please while I download all my stuff ALL OVER AGAIN heh.

I have just realised that Mongyi can be a bitch despite being male :D (you know I still love you!) and so :

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.
( shit how to do this kinda thing!?)
(ok try luh)

1) My nightmares usually involve mutant food.

2) I'm bothered by the fact that no one can tell me if peanut butter is a solid or a liquid.

3) Don't get me wrong, I love body art - I just have this irrational fear of holes getting poked in my body, even if it doesnt hurt.

4) When I was a baby/small kid, I really really hated potatoes.

5) I'm terrified of heights, but I love rooftops and wide balconies.

6) Whenever a guy does smth like drive real fast, gun his bike real loud, make macho sweeping statements or basically acts in an overtly-agressive way in what he percieves to be a display of his manliness, I have to stop myself from cracking up cause I remember what Laurie said - big egos cover for small dicks *waves pinkie finger*

7) When I fiest learned to tie my shoelaces, I used the " one bunny ear, two bunny ear, swoop bunny ear" method, and even now I say it in my head when I have to tie laces, which is why I always take so long.

8) 3 is a really good number for me. Not that its lucky, but it just crops up alot.

9) My close friends all have some (ridiculous/nonsensical) nickname that only I use for them, and I get irritated if someone else uses it.

10) I wish that I didnt quit dance, or stop playing the guitar, and I hope to restart one or the other this year.

11) I think ami from miami ink is sexy, even though the show is kinda lame ( I'm sorry!)

12) I love it when strangers complement me on my looks, but I freak the instant my friends sincerely do, even though I believe in complementing people to their face.

13) I'll always be your sunshine (burnin' up for you bay-beh!)

14) I'm sixteen now, and I remember when I was ten I couldnt wait to be this age, simply so I could sing " I am 16 going on 17" and prance about.

15) I HATE people I dont trust touching my neck , cause there are 2 arteries there and if either one is interfered with it could result in death.

16) I'm not telling you the stories I have left not because I want to hide myself from you, but cause I'm waiting for the time when you say you trust me without counting how much. Cause I feel only then can we sit together and tell story after story about our lives.

wahlao now 16 people (there is no point putting this since like 3 people have the url but ohwell)
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1) DEBO. So that she has to do 32 instaed of 16 since mongyi also arrow her
2) SERENE. cause I'm such a faithful reader she may aswell reciprocate
3)DAVINIA. I cant pronounce her url so she has to be punished.
4) BOSS. to revive your dead blog some more.
5)JOY . aiyah she likes quizzes I think so let her do
6) SHAM. cause I know shell be super free in sec4 HURHURHUR
7) GEOFFREY. cause he wants to spice up his life.
8) SPASTIC FARTING FACED SQUIRREl. this one no reason.
9) cannot think of anymore people. HAH
10- 16) WHOEVER

The past 2 days have not been great, but its getting better :) always looking up, just keep looking up and everything else will be ok.

7- 2 greetings at once

2008-12-31T06:49:00.000-08:00

Boss, Debo, and Teri - I never thought Id see these 3 people at the same table! haha
I just realised this is like, the 4th time I've seen dweebee in 2 weeks xD When we were buying the tickets, both the counters girls name and instructions were indecipherable, so as debo was trying to (loudly) figure them out, the girl leaned over and repeated them clearly. HAHA embarrassment major much.
We watched australia, where Nicole kidman looks oddly old and ugly. And it was really LONG omg. And I have to concur with debo, that the movie shoulda ended when they got the ranch back or smth, its not necessary for them to resolve ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING.

And CHRISTMAS this year was awesome :D I must admit, it was due to 2 people - boss, and one who wishes to keep their identity secret

First, obviously Boss : thanks mon you totally made my day with POSTSECRETS I am totally gonna keep it forever and its so precious its never leaving the house! :) and HERE PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT : Rick is the best boss EVER, and I'm NEVER going to resign :D in this case, lifetime servitude sounds good.
You are such an odd, funny, disgusting little man. But you are such a dear friend to me :D

And at night, person who wishes to remain unidentified sent me possibly the sweetest thing ever ( Love Actually-esque)
"I know I'm not your prince in shining armour, I can't kill your monsters, I can't protect you the way I so badly want to, but I hope that one day when the guy who can shows up, you'll let him. Cause right now I know he's out there, searching for you and longing for you just as much as I do. For every man who's ever loved, there will always be the girl he marries and the one he cant forget. Only if you're lucky will those 2 be the same person. Till the day I die, you will be on my mind. Merry christmas. "
I thank you for that :)

And of course, last day of the year. ~~Wahlao every year I post the same thing but whos complaining~~
HAPPY NEW YEAR

(i know its 2009 ok everybody I know the right friggin year omg stop reminding me!)

6 - I know its a cliche

2008-12-30T05:56:00.000-08:00

No more dragging myself up at some unholy hour to get to assembly.

(and seeing everyone sitting around gossiping and rushing like mad when the last bell goes)

No more putting up with teachers from hell.

(and taking so much evil pleasure in bitching endlessly about them and planning all sorts of revenge)

No more mugging like mad and failing anyway.

( No more mugging with friends in the library with the wierd librarian who hates us and comparing low grades)

No more feeling utterly stupid in amath.

(No more laughing insanelly with Teri/clare/Deb Goei )

No more feeling old compared to the juniors.

( No more remembering how fun the past 4 years have been!)

No more exams!

( No more pre-exam last minute mugging/gossip/ dirty joke sessions)

No more having to remember so many bloody numbers.

( No more fun with Reg No. 25, 26, 27, 28)

No more waiting and waiting and waiting to finally be free!

( No more wishing that freedom could wait a while longer)

I just really miss you guys so much omg!

THISTHISTHIS

yeah. more then I should bother to.

5 - I believe :)

2008-12-24T05:21:00.000-08:00

hey to like my negative number of readers! haha.
Well, I'm back. The trip was a blast. The unexpected day trip to germany totally made my day, as did yi xin, philomina and loic. And of course charles and david, thanks a bunch you guys, even though you will so never see this :P
And its that time of year again (not month, year.) CHRISTMAS .
To me, that means frantically writing cards, lazing about at intervals, blogging, and of course watching the Grinch. In past years whenever I wrote about christmas, I always seem to have been either grappling with the true meaning of the season, thanking people by writing a short para for them, or evaluating the year. This year, I guess its time for a change. I'm not about to wax lyrical about all those things anymore. The true meaning of christmas os smth that will come to me if I can be bothered to sit back and open my myopic eyes for once. I think people prefer to be thanked in person. After all, I've always held true to the concept of complementing someone when they can hear it. But, I'm still not one to deviate far from tradition, but I shall leave my evaluation of the year at this : wonderfully bittersweet.

And thats all I have to say for now, so merry christmas everyone, and to all a good night :)

4- Does he wear sexy green tights?

2008-12-11T17:45:00.001-08:00

OFF TO SEE PETER PAN IN NEVER-NEVER LAND!

(yes, I have a thing for lost boys)

Back on the 21st :D

3-miscellaneous

2008-12-10T05:01:00.000-08:00

Today's post shall be in the form of disjointed thoughts!

I have found this site that amuses me so : BUNNY
Its like, the cousin of suicide bunny. ADORABILIS. But beware to take in small doses, since too much just seems to reduce its entertainment and cuteness value.
Today went for 24/7 prayer. I was very happy to see some people there :D walked home, was very very retardedly happy
Moleyman is attempting to seduce customers over the phone with his sexy voice, and he has recently revealed his secret superpower to me!
My superpower, on the other hand, is the ability to turn anything sexual and make you think dirty thoughts :D now how awesome is that.
Bossman is SO in love with his squeal-inducingly cute husky! And I'm very worried about what he got me for christmas.
I totally miss GY, and I keep on thinking of the moment during our POTC marathon when the cannibal jumped out and ALL of us screamed bloody murder, exceot for Amelia who sat on her chair and smugly went " I KNEW that was going to happen"
I like long plane rides cause I have this thing for watching plane movies and the way I get served foodinstead of having to get it myself, and talking to all the sian people whom I find wandering about. And I love being able to look out of the window and see like, great weather all the time.
Is it real this time then? I havnt really liked someone so much so fast before, and for no particular reason even. Maybe the time away from you and your smile will be a good way of testing my shallowness.
I'm going to miss poking all of you guys for the next two weeks. You guys just totally make my day without even knowing it with the late night to Early morning phone calls, random sweet messages, lame-ass jokes, threats, blackmail that will never happen.
And here I sound like I'm leaving forever, so this ends here, you guys can get my full sappiness in your christmas cards :D
Paris + Luxembourg, 12-21st!
BRB, (Iasilwjs)

2-Valentine

2008-12-09T05:28:00.000-08:00

I finally found the poem I read somewhere, and then hunted around forever till my dear dear **** gave it to me :D (thanks babe)

And so, here it is!

Valentine

Not a red rose or a satin heart.

I give you an onion.
It is a moon wrapped in brown paper.
It promises light
like the careful undressing of love.

Here.
It will blind you with tears
like a lover.
It will make your reflection
a wobbling photo of grief.

I am trying to be truthful.

Not a cute card or a kissogram.

I give you an onion.
Its fierce kiss will stay on your lips,
possessive and faithful
as we are,
for as long as we are.

Take it.
Its platinum loops shrink to a wedding-ring,
if you like.

Lethal.
Its scent will cling to your fingers,
cling to your knife.

1- The first post/as tradition dictates

2008-12-07T20:46:00.000-08:00

Hello
Heres the first post!
Lets hope this pattern does not continue for the next posts, can you just imagine?
" hello, heres the 200th post, Lets hope this pattern doesnt continue..........."
haha sad shitzz yo.
I am rather gald to comply this year as too many people had found my old site. I was bothered by the numbers, but more by certain people so yeah. Here we are.
But let us now focus on current things :) Dear lauren is very nicely pulling my hair oh-so-gently and whining that I'm ignoring her, so now I'm typing about her to shut her up, which worked. Todays weather is insanely great! Rainy and cold and ahhhhhhhhhhh so nice. Plus its hari raya, a public holiday, which explains my unusual (but much appreciated) companion.
CAMP was great, I do kinda agree that it gets better and better every year. Id very much like to write about the last night, but my thoughts on that subject are not very coherent at present, so that shall wait. I fnally got to see dear sherilyn again :) She made my day like, twice haha. Even though there is now a very bad documentary about me which I am forbidden from deleting.
I still owe the prabhus an outing, Dweebee pasta and chingy his house party(I'll be there! just about!)
Cant wait to see my little chinese cholo again :) he can protect me from anything except a bullet to the head LOVE YOU
And yes, I must say it. Im so very much in like with somebody, but I'm so not gonna say who. Only two people know and I'd like to keep it that way RIGHT BOSS AND DAV? haha. Dont bother pumping them for info, you wont get a thing.
I shall now depart to go and attempt to grasp the basics of french and desperately pack my bag since I havnt done anything and I'm leaving on FRIDAY oh great.
Till then,
=D